I’m waiting for the you I know to return
But your eyes meet mine with no regret
Only harsh indifference and unconcern
Was I really that easy for you to forget?
You didn’t fight to stay in my life
You watched me fall between the cracks of your fingers
And you won’t lose a bit of sleep tonight
None of what we were once lingers
I want to feel nothing for you
I want to brush you off effortlessly
And I wonder, after everything we’ve been through
How you can look right through me
I stand now, mystified
Disillusioned by this person I’ve never seen
This coward, who hid for so long his true side
Now the truth about you is obscene
So little it would have taken
To keep that bond between us secure
Was it fun for you to watch my heart breaking
Never looking back on your way to the door
Unsaid these words remain
As our friendship shatters into nothingness
Nothing for you has changed
And you couldn’t care any less
You remember what is convenient
But I know now what lurks inside your heart
And even if you make the whole world believe it
I’m still the one person who knows who you really are
For Joe
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