I am my father’s daughter
I hurt the ones I care the most for
I destroy affection before it can become more
I can’t hide from the truth about myself
I never deserved this love that I ignored
He said nothing I did could make him hate me
He doesn’t know how much I hate myself
That I cried over him more than I’ve cried for anyone else
I never let him see that part of me
I was too terrified of the way I felt
I keep telling myself I wanted this
And that I am destined to be alone
I pack away these emotions I’ve never shown
He doesn’t know my heart is broken too
Or that the pieces will forever be his to own
Words never spoken still hang in the air
They form themselves on the edge of my tongue
And I don’t want to be around anyone
I mourn in solitude the ending of this beautiful thing
That never really begun
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