Define beautiful
I want to look at myself and see what you see
What is that makes me worthy?
When everything that’s real and attractive
Is just the opposite of me
Everyday is another fight
A war is going on within
I’m trapped inside of my own skin
And I want to feel secure
But it’s a battle I can’t win
I lose a bit of my confidence
With every step I take
Though my smile is easy to fake
There is not a thing about myself
That I don’t hate
I wonder how you could look at me twice
I make my own self sick
So many things I long to fix
I wish that I
Could tell you this
Tell me again why you love me
When in myself I see only dirt
Make believe I have worth
I never had anything to lose before
And I am so damn afraid of getting hurt
So define beautiful
I want to feel safe in this body
I long to be that girl you see
I have you, so I guess that means
There has to be something good about me |
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