There’s not a reason in the world
For why I am so scared
Why I doubt if you’ll be there
You’re amazing, how can I even question
How much you say you care
Why am I not allowed to feel?
Safe, sound and secure
I don’t want to be alone anymore
But I worry, and I hesitate
And I keep one eye on the door
I have no control
I just sit, Imagining all the ways
I could be betrayed
I just can’t seem to stop myself
From searching for a lie within your gaze
There’s no reason that justifies this
I know you’d never hurt me
But I can’t let it be
I analyze every distant look
I won’t let myself be happy
Will you wait for me if I’m not ready?
Find inside of me the emotions I conceal
I’m terrified of this vulnerable way I feel
I never let myself become attached before
I never let anything become real
I’ve always been so insecure
Paranoid in a way I can’t help
Pushing away everyone else
But I want to let you in
Why do I do this to myself?
Do you deserve better?
Am I worth it?
I search for a sign within your kiss
Why is it so hard to let myself love you?
No one before you was ever worth the risk
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