I don’t deserve him
How’d I get so lucky?
And I don’t want to hurt him
I don’t want him to hate me
I fell for the nice boy this time
The one I never thought I could like
I was too cold and he too gentle
I said he would never be my type
I’ve never let a boy hurt me
Never before did anyone come near
I was too paranoid and too prepared for pain
I was too paralyzed by my fear
They said don’t hurt him
They said treat him right
They said he deserves it
Don’t fuck up another relationship in your life
How did I get here
How did we come this far
And how can I ever explain
The scars left on this stitched up heart
When this time, there was no hesitation
This time, there was no holding back
And I never expected the nice boy
To be only a heartless man’s act
When you don’t expect it
When it comes from behind
When it breaks every rule you’ve made
When you ignore the signs
Of all the liars and cowards I’ve known
All the times I kept from falling apart
What a cruel twist a fate that the nice boy
Was the first to ever break this heart
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