PERSONALLY
Not intentional
Not deliberate
I’m still hurt, so what’s it matter
If you didn’t mean it
Don’t choke on your automatic responses
Paper thin apologies
Recurring rejection
It’s hard not to take it personally
Always waiting, so ready and alert
Only to be let down
And why is it that when I need you the most
You are no where to be found?
I’m tired of hearing you love me
These words mean nothing
All evidence points to the contrary
And it’s hard not to take it personally
Call me paranoid for having my doubts
Presumptuous for expecting the worst
Why won’t you come prove me wrong?
You would be the first
Not premeditated
Not purposely
I’m still hurt
It’s hard not to take it personally
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