Outside my window the storm rages on
There the hate and the violence still exist
But in this hole I remain immune
Blocking out all of it
In my cave of security
Blanketed by my doubt
I wait for the one sent to rescue me
I wait to find a way out
Cocooned in my isolation
I convince myself this is what is best
I feel my angry heart
Beating through my chest
Thud thud thud
I scream to drone the noise
Is it better to feel nothing
Or to feel both pain and joy?
It’s fear that keeps me here
That keeps me hesitant and unsure
So afraid of the wrong person getting in
I have locked and sealed these doors
I murdered every hope that was left
Destroyed any chance of escape
And I know I’ll die here all alone
Frozen in this place
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