I want to be allowed to cry
I get so tired of being angry
Everyone has to hate to survive
Fight to be happy
I lost my cause a long time ago
They stabbed me once, I stabbed them back
Looking back I still can’t see
The logic that exists in that
And I want to be fragile and I want to be weak
I’m being swallowed by what I hold in
I have to use a defense every time I speak
And keep those people from getting in
Trading my heart for my dignity
My emotions for my pride
My soul, to be taken seriously
In the end, am I really alive?
Fights and drama, lies and bullshit
Games and secrets, pain and hate
Nobody should be ruled by this
Petty nonsense we create
I wish that you could know me
See past whose wrong and whose right
I am more than just your enemy
And there is more to life than our fight
I want to be weak, human, sensitive
I want to be what I won’t have to defend
I want to be able to live
And be able to stand the person I am
*This is for anyone who for whatever reason I don't get along with or have their reasons for not getting along with me. My message (if you didn't get it) is to move on and let go because grudges and drama will only eat you up inside and make you miserable (okay yes, that does especially apply to you Erin. I couldn't help it. Don't really expect this to sink in to you at all but I just figured what the hell figure it's worth a shot right?)*
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