I’ve come too far to turn off
This stretch of endless road
The outside world is but a dream
For this is the life I choose
I convinced myself a thousand times
I don’t need another to be fulfilled
But at night when I’m the only one there to fight
I find myself reaching still
Icy emptiness fills the space completely
I live on an island on my own
I told them not to rescue me
That I wanted to be alone
Write me off as a bitch
An emotional train wreck
I push away, I distance myself
And I’ll pretend what they say is easy to forget
Solitude is making me sick
I wish that I were crazy
I could invent someone
Just to have some company
Girls are supposed to get married
To crave love and want affection
So why does the impact of physical human contact
Hit me like an infection?
There’s no turns or bumps up ahead
This is the life that I choose
It’s just me, the same, always here
I’ll always be alone
ehhh yea, this is depressing and...bad |
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