there's a sick empty feeling in the pit of my stomach and it hurts so bad i wanna try, wanna cry, wanna die i can't live with this-i'm so afraid i hate myself for the things i'm going through can't deal with these emotions they've left me hurt and empty, begging, screaming please don't push me away i want to get away from this ache in my head i want it gone i wanna get loaded, get drunk, get high anything so i don't have to deal with this not right now.... please god, not right now..... i think i'm dying it hurts.... oh fuck it hurts..... i can't fucking take this..... i can't take this anymore....... |
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