It must be something more than this - a love betrayed, tainted, painted the harsh colors that hide in your words and in your silence. There must be something that lies beyond this - suicidal, missing you, kissing you in pictures on top of our T.V. There must be life after this - seeing you everywhere, stunned, shunned by the friends that you kept, and that I believed to be ours. There must be something more to this - tears every night, broken, denying the truth that you've spoken. There must be a point where this will cease - moving on, falling, and still you keep calling.
I think I'll go back one more time and fall into your guarded eyes, your "so smooth" lies, and yet again, your cool goodbyes.
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