Dear baby,
As I lay here waiting for you to be born.
I imagine how you'll look when you grow up.
I pat my swelled belly, proud of what I have done. Never to regret a moment of it.
As minutes pass, nurses come to check on me and you.
I smile with love in my eyes as I stare at the image of you in there.
Your my baby, my love , my future!
The clock ticks near as I grow excited.
The nurses tell me to breathe in deeply,
but I can't help it.
With knowing that soon you'll be born into this world, it renews all of my senses from before.
Your father stands at the end of the bed,
he's not as happy as I am.
He loves you and I dearly, but his thoughts get the best of him.
Finally your time has come!
I feel you ready to come in the world.
I'm no longer happy, but in pain.
Your father isn't helping me and I need something to grab quickly!
The nurses and doctors hurry and rush me to the delivery room where you will be brought into this world.
The pain is worse as you move out. Your father helps to relieve me of my pain, but it doesn't seem to help any.
Arrrrrhh!!!!! The pain, it hurts so much!
But the doctor tells me one more push and I'll be fine.
But I know that's a lie, seeing as how a year from now I'll die.
I'm sorry my little child.
I'm sorry that I'll never be able to see you grow.
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