He is out with his friends again doing god knows what as I sit at home and look out my window waiting for the light to come on In his room knowing thats the only thing that will make me feel okey knowing that he is once again safe
If he only knew that I loved him and what I really thought as I look at myself in the mirror knowing that I am perking up pretty well in a couple more years just maybe I will be able to catch his eye
I don't want to be your best friend I am sick of being your sister I want to be loved by you And I want to know that you love me to
Funny how childhood know seems so far away when I used to know that you felt the same way about me But now it seems all of the others girls block your view of me and I would sell my soul for you to just give a sign to let me know that you notice me in the shadows |
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