sometimes i feel so
useless
i am not as great as
i could be...
sometimes the only
thing i have going
for me is my
knowledge of particular
tv shows and musicians...
somebody outstages me
and i cry...
sometimes i feel so stupid...
worrying about dumb little
things, when the world
is dying...and i am letting
myself die
sometimes i am not as
smart as they say i am...
i could let myself be
if i wanted to...
but i do not...
and sometimes it's so hard
to love...when you love
you risk losing somebody...
i have lost so much...
why lose anymore?
so i sit at home
and obsess over the show that
i don't know enough trivia on
and i cry...
i just sit and cry. |
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