Everyone I have ever loved
Has betrayed me
Chewed me up
Spat me out
I am cold now
Totally devoid of human emotion
I breathe
But cannot feel
No love
No hate
Nothing
Pure emptiness
Do I deserve love?
Am I totally unworthy?
Undeserving
I hate them for this
But can nolonger feel it
I feel sorry for myself
Or do I?
Self pity
Self loathing
Alone
Totally alone
Lease
Oct 2001 |
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