I have walked the path of darkness,
And I will forevermore follow the path of darkness.
Darkness is my guardian angel,
Without it, I am lost to the light.
For so long life, I have been tempted to cross many lines;
I have been blurred by too many definitions between what is darkness and what is evil.
I have fought the demons that plagued my mind, body, heart and soul.
No matter the endless battles of my psyche, the war will forevermore rage on.
The beast that controls my anger, hate, jealousy, doubts, and hunger for pain.
It will always be within me.
The beast will always lurk within my ravenous wolf eyes.
Searching for any weak pathetic preys, the beast prowls,
Waiting for a chance to kill the hunted.
The demon that controls my wickedness, malice, evilness, and hunger for blood,
Well, that is me.
The inner dark beauty of my soul encaptures the innocent.
While my heart will bleed the bloods of innocence.
My mind will think of thoughts to unpurify the holy.
The actions of my body will damn me to hell forever.
A temptation I will succumb because I want it!
Without a doubt,
I am a monster of my own psyche.
I can put many faces and masks to deceive and manipulate all that Iwant.
To sharpen my ability of pain,
I choose to be cruel and calculating.
I am a demon and a beast.
A fallen angel from the darkness,
Proving my will and spirit,
To reach the angelic light.
Some say hell will never freeze.
Yet, even though, the condemnation of souls
Trapped in limbo for eternity.
Hell will freeze.
Fieriness and coldness,
Will rule my hell domain.
Why?
The fieriness will comfort the rage of a creature longing for the hunt.
Yet the coldness will strengthen the heart, mind, and soul of the beast
For it will tear the barriers of the warmth and love for the innocence.
I am the ruler of my world and no one;
No creature of light nor dark,
Tell me what to do with my life,
Judge me for who I am,
And underestimate of what I am capable of doing with my will.
I have chosen my path.
What path do you choose?
I am a friend that can be true,
Yet I can be a friend that is false.
I can say things to inspire the mind of wills;
To give hope to the fallen
When they are in dire need
Of comfort and solitude.
Contradictory to the matter,
I have said many things most do not want to hear;
Apparently, too ignorant for their own good to listen.
Most times, I have said what is needed to be said,
No matter how deep and cruel the truth can be.
Yet, it is their choice to take the necessary wisdom I have spoken and do something about
it.
All I can do is speak and watch.
An observer; nothing more; nothing less.
I choose to be the speaker of truth and the speaker of lies
I choose not to be speaker of truth and the speaker of lies,
I choose to be neutral because it suits me.
I say and do things to benefit my ulterior motives.
Those ulterior motives can either save a friendship or destroy one.
I am one who does not think I’m an angel.
Many people have those illusions.
They think they are pure and innocent,
When only, they are deluding themselves.
They contradict what they do and say and is too ignorant to admit.
On the other hand, I am a pure hypocrite and submit to it’s claims,
Knowingly and intentionally.
I say again, what path do you choose? |
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