I'm so afraid of being alone,
Of never having a true home,
That I'll have anyone to kiss goodnight,
No one to make everything seem alright.
I'm so scared of having ten cats,
To make up for the kids I won't have,
I'm so afraid I'll call hotlines,
Just to have someone for a time.
I'm so scared that I'll wake up to silence,
I would rather be greeted with voilence,
Then the emptiness I feel right now,
When to fill the void I play music too loud.
I'm just so scared of having no one come home,
I'm so afraid of falling asleep every night alone,
I can't help but feel I'll never have anyone to call my own,
No one's brow to smooth when they moan.
I just want to be assured I'll have a life worth living,
I don't want to stay void of all thats missing,
I'm so afraid no one will ever call me mom,
Everything about my nightmare is so wrong |
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