Ive decided to forget you
and eventually forgive myself for my stupidity.
I figure I can only be young and stupid once,
twice is entirely unacceptable.
I can drag out my stupid years as long as I want
But once wisdom hits there's no turning back.
Im not sure Im completely young or stupid
though I feel both most of the time
and convince myself otherwise as I fall asleep at night,
Replacing wisdom with temporary mantras
And healing my wounds not with time but with self induced brainwashing.
~washing~
I wander back to that day in your shower.
Then i decide to release my bitterness
and forgive myself for my stupidity.
girls.
only one thing on their minds.
Although it should be noted that their primal erges are psychologically tied to a multitude of other desires which are then
cross circuited with other fruedian issues which seem to result in the very feminine tendency to mistake physical
pleasure for emotional fulfillment.
*sigh*
I dont feel quite so bitter anymore.
I adore you,
the asshole that you are,
As mixed up and confused as you are.
No matter where you wander
I wish you the best
And hope you find your tiny bit of freedom. |
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