| Silence the deadly killer… no warning does it give it rips at your mind and numbs you protection… your wall crumbles to bitter shale and pebbles. The memory of the barer of this vile endowment stones you with your own once great wall. To this you have no protection only your will, love, and faith saves you, but anything will dissipate after repeated blows from any known or unknown source. This silence leaves you barren in thought, you ask what you done but no answer is given. Your mind races your heart sinks and you soul shrinks to find shelter but this silence engulfs you. You no longer can hide from it in your dreams even there it plagues you. It tears at all you have left… your eyes strain to see, your ears bleed from the lacking, you skin dries to the accord. Nothing can relieve you of this tension that builds… your head swells it feels like its going to explode. Your heart slows, then races as your anger takes over your thoughts… you feel hate towards all but still nothing do you hear or see. Your body trembles you feel your own blood begin to boil it should have melted through your veins but by this dark power the silence engulfs you with you remain still kneeling and wondering what in hell you did wrong. Then the answer still surrounded in misty forms but you see it not the silence has numbed your mind. No tears can you cry, you wish you could to extinguish the burning in your eyes. You body tenses, its exhausted, it has not the strength to shake anymore. You wish for any release from this pain. Then with all that you have left you arise from the cold ground where you were forced, your senses return still some what numbed. All of your being is tired, you heart is still racing you blood calms, you body hurts from its unwilling torture. Now the tears come… you look around and see you are still in the same place you left, and you remember again, you can still feel the memories that were so precious to you until the bitter reconcile, you hear the whispers of silence but no words can you form from it; still harder you try but it is a vain attempt… this silence still surrounds you waiting till you are again unsuspecting so it can again try and rip your sanity from you. |
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