just when everything was going so well, so i thought, you have to go. everything that ever mattered to me will be gone as soon as you walk out that door. "why?" you ask. because your mom says i'm not good enough for you. soon you'll be 1500 miles away and i'll still be here wasting away. i thought i was going with you. they said i could go but your mom HATES me now. why couldn't i just be someone else? why won't i just die? i'm too chicken-shit to take my own life so i'll just rot away in misery while your 1500 miles away making your life better. i hope your mom's fucking happy now! she finally got what she wants.
I WISH I WAS FUCKING DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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