when i close my eyes
there's this door
it calls to me
it wants me to turn it's knob
and open it
the strange feeling i get
freezes me
i can't move at all
i'm paralized
i can barely breathe
all i can do is think
i ask myself
should i open it
what's behind it
could someone be waiting for me
what if i'm in danger
what if i open that door and
i'm killed
then i start to think
that might not be so bad
ending this life that has given me
nothing but trouble
nothing but pain and sadness
nothing at all
but what if i open that door
and
the love of my life is waiting
for me
what if this door leads me
to a new future
one that is a total turnaround
one that will give me
pleasures
one that won't make me ask
why me
i find the courage to move
i walk over to this mysterious door
i slowly turn the knob
and pull it open
my fears were right
there wasn't anything good
yet
there wasn't anything bad either
there was
nothing at all
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