why do things happen the way they do?
why do i get caught up in all the messes?
why is it so simple for everyone else to escape from their reality?
what have i done to deserve such torment?
who decided my fate and why wasn't i told what it was?
why do i have to go day by day not knowing what is meant for me?
why do i always get stuck in the eye of the storm in any situation that is thrown in front of me?
can't some one stop and inform me of what is ahead for me,
what i should expect,
what i should do to make everything go smoothly,
what i can do to be happy and maybe get what i want for a chance?
doesn't anyone understand the pain and torment i undergo every waking moment of my life?
can't life just be kind to me for once?
why is it so hard for me to be happy?
why doesn't anyone want me to experience the joy i know i so rightly deserve?
what has possesed the public and those close to me,
to torture me in such ways they know i can't handle?
why should i have so many unanswered questions?
- 10/13/99 |
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