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What I Want, I Don't Want to Want

i couldn't stand at face
i couldn't resist the blame
so i put my hands down
and here i go
im on a trip
i'm ready to scream "whoooa"
i didn't want to be
i didn't want to ask
but i couldn't run away
i was crazy
i was lonely
i wasn't thinking straight
i was doing no right
and i said i want to fill her up
i want to hate myself
i want to be myself
i know not what i am
but i want to touch my needs
nothing can come between me
and my greed, my sensuality
i want to touch a breast
i want to create a mess
i want to be a dirty man
i can't resist
i don't give a shit

who is this?
standing outside
i can't feel my veins
i can't see too straight
my heart, it's been bait
it has been the target of a finger
deep inside a cave of smelling flesh
can i leave here still?
can i leave my hell?

she calls to me and now im ready to go!
i'm ready to hear her voice once more
i want to touch her
with just my thoughts
i just don't want to give her up
nothing comes between us
nothing comes between us and our love
such a trial
to keep this beneath the surface
ill save face
ill return my heart
to the surface

i don't know
what i was
i don't know
what i am
i don't know
i know im nothing

am i sure of my head
and i am i sure of my loving
am i sure of my cause?
i'm only sure she brings me comfort
i'm only sure she sees me

i look in the mirror
and i dont know what i see

she sees me...

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