There are a lot of people who seem to care
But do they really want to know how my day was
I'm always the paranoid one they say
Always the pessimistic one they claim
How can I control these thoughts
When the thoughts control me
I can't fight the urges to sink beneath my skin
When I don't have the weapons to begin with
I don't want to leave this forbidden comfort zone
Where everything is lost and nothing is irreplacable
It seems so wrong and yet I want to stay
In this void filling me because I want the depression to sink in
Where did all the stability go
That I was fulfilled in only a week ago
The world seems to be drifting apart from everything else
And the people in my life are miles away from each other in their minds
No one seems to care anymore
We're all struggling to make it through the end of the day
And have those few minutes of sleep when our heads hit the pillow
Then the same old song keeps playing again for another tomorrow
And we feel the same dull reactions that are perfectly acted out
I seem to be drowning in this atmosphere surrounding me
Trying to hold onto the faith that kept my eyes open for this long
But this sudden change of sadness is overwhelming me
And I feel like I'm losing control of myself and everything around me
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