Please don't go, I scream in my head
I need you so much, why can't you see
You whisper it's not working out
And I stand there frozen as you slowly walk away
And as the darkness comes to take me
I shed a solitary tear
I draw in a shaky breath
And whisper, I love you, to the sky
I can still see your hand waving a determined goodbye
Why isn't love fair, I wonder to myself
I had found my soulmate and I needed nothing else
Now he has gone, crept out of my life
Too real for me to handle
As I clutch this cold knife
It glimmers in the moonlight
It looks like an angel
Who can save me from this pain
And all of the anger which I have gained
I cry silently and want you so much
But it didn't work out for you I guess
What was I, just another one of your games
Was I a toy you could use for a week
And then throw away
What am I
Am I a cold person who has no emotions
If I am, why am I loathing
I try to calm down
But the anger has taken over me
I shake my head in agreement
As a smile plays on my lips
Goodbye forever
As I seal my life with a final kiss |
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