I remember all of my now shattered dreams, And myrage at you coming out as screams. I remember my feelings of lost hope, Then later hat image of you dangling from that rope. I wish I could have had tuime to show you how much you mean to me, Then maybe you wouldn't be hanging from that tree. But I never was good at showing you how I feel, And that my love for you was so strong, that to me, you seemed so unreal.
The thing I remember about you the most was your smile, It made me think that nothing else in the world could ever be so worhtwhile. I used to love just being with you, But I never saw what you were going through.
I was blind, It would seem that my blindness and your fate were entwined. I don't know why I'm so sad, in truth, I saw it approaching. But still, I wouldn't change, and my blindness to you was encroaching.
I should feel somehting, anything, because I know that I could have changed. But maybe it was to me, you were something to be enstranged. In the end, I did feel something and I know that I wasn't angry at you, but at me, Because I was the one who couldn't see. |
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