| I watch you, as you lie there pretending to be of the sickly. You're not. Your attempts to get out of what you don't want to do simply disgust me. And despite the awful way you treat me sometimes, I'm still here. I still love you, I still care what you think. I only wish you cared what I thought. Though I know you don't. No questions asked. You're selfish, and rude, and somehow, I WILL open your eyes. I want to show you what you're missing, what you have ahead of you. I want you to realize how much you have and how much you could lose. I don't want you to lose it. Any of it. But waiting for you to come around, is like waiting for this rainy weather to pass.. useless and disappointing. |
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