So many times I've pushed people out of my life and my heart and I've never really cared or thought about it before until recently. I've never felt this lonely before then I do now. I have no one and its a cold reality and now I have face it. For so long I've built up these walls and refused to let anyone in. All of my life people have let me down again and again. There comes a point were you just shut out people to avoid pain. Now I need to learn to let people in so I dont have to be so lonely anymore. |
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