Suicide Anonymous
I'm gonna leave now...but I wanted to say goodbye
I didn't want you worried....I didn't want you to ask why
I've decided it would be best without me here.....
Why......why didn't you care??
Good Bye
Too many nights crying to sleep
Too many memories....too much to keep
No one understood that he was all alone
There was no one for him....they were never home
Forgive me...
Who would have guessed that it'd be me
If only you were here...seeing what I see
He couldn't close his eyes without seeing the past
It was the pain that told him he wouldn't last
He looked at the clock and made his decision
He would carry out his plan, follow through with precision
It's time...
He had so much hope
That he would live so long!
But as he tightened the rope...
He realized he was wrong.....
He had a better idea...He would write his story
He would end it with a twist! He'd write it on his wrist....
He blinked his eyes...and felt one last tear....
Then he felt his troubles slowly disappear...
No! No!
That wasn't enough! He went through the cabinets...
He found all the stuff.....
He swallowed every pill he could find
But then he had something else in mind!
He took a drink....crushed pills with vodka
By then he felt his life start to fade...
But then he saw something....it seemed a mile away
I remember!
It was a picture...it was of him and her
And he thought of how much she did for him...
What am I doing?!? Stop! Let me go!
I can't die now! Please! just let me show...
That I can be happy, I can be true!
Let me take this back.....you know I love you!
At that point, he wanted to live!
He still had so much life to give!
He couldn't die now! He couldn't leave her all alone!
NO NO NO........somone came home!
What's going on in here??
With wrists twice slashed and life fading away
He made a dash for his room but his body started to sway
He ran into her...not knowing she was there
Laying in her arms, he could see the horror in her stare
I didn' t want this...I just wanted you to care
And I see that now! It'll be alright, I swear!
......what's.........happening.....
Don't..look at me like....like that........
Why are you crying.......what..?
.......I remember!.....I'm a fool that's dying
Oh yeah....I remember now....
Don't hate me, you know I love you
I want to tell you that right now...I want to shout it!
But I can't....
Sorry...
He tried to look away
but he couldn't move his head
Today was his day
He was dead
Wake up!! Wake up!!
It was too late now, he had passed
She couldn't believe it...but still the question asked....
Why couldnt a mother....who lived alone with her son
Notice when all of the problems had begun? |
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