i was going to die yesterday in fact i allready think i said that it's just to bad i'm still here i know now what my worst fear is i don't wish to dissapoint her i love her more then she loves me she just won't know how much i care if she chokes and dies i'm dead to no turning back now i love her to much she's my life more important then anything she may allready know that but i somehow seriously doubt that we've been through alot but my thoughts are never distraught always caught on her i just love her so much and now she knows it we will always be together anything else just don't matter i'm stuck with my love and she's stuck with me i know for a fact we will always be unless i die from suicide or unless she dies from suicide we will always be but untill then i'm stuck with paper and pen i don't care fore i love her ever so much |
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