they say suicide is painless
that is does not hurt
but i for one know that is a lie
as this knife nears my throat
i wonder if suicide is some big joke
if it is i don't know it
but i will not show it
you say you love me
i believe it's true
but then when i'm thinking of you
i dream about you all day long
even after dawn into the night
just fore the fact that your my life
but then something comes up
something i can't handle well
you weren't in my sight
i couldn't even see right
i just wanna know
why am i still here
after suicide came so near
i guess suicide aint for me
and maybe it will never be
it'll stay in my thoughts
where it has a lovely home though
but i'll still be here
smiling only for you |
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