i drink my coffee black in order to impress people. i think i talk too much because i thrive for attention. i hate thinking about the past because the best memories only make me sad instead. i like to try new things but i tend to quit if i can't live up to my own expectations. even if a situation is awful, if it's a part of my routine, i won't change to make things better. i have the best intentions, but sometimes only for myself. i don't like to disappoint people because i hate being disappointed. people watching is more exciting than watching television. i like photoshop because it makes everyone look beautiful. i don't write poetry anymore because of writer's block, men, and the thought of imperfection. when i was sixteen i fell in love... with English. it's hard to make health conscious decisions without obsessing about body image. i still don't know what i want to be... when i grow up. i don't believe in love at first sight and i don't think there is only one person-- a soulmate-- for each individual. love has no boudnaries and it can't tell between age, race, religion, and orientation. my dad is my hero, but my mom beat him to it first. people move too quickly; life isn't a race. i hate when people judge others-- strangers are potential opportunities to be best friends. innocence is the greatest thing, but it takes growing up to realize it. people only hate other people because they don't give them a chance to be understood. it's important to be knowledgable of politics-- i'm still working on that. i take a lot of pride in everything that i've been able to purchase independently. i hate when people touch my things-- without my permission. everyone can be happy if they want to; it just takes the right kind of attitude. the elderly are the coolest people you could ever meet. babysitting allowed me to understand what unconditional love really means. my mother always said you can choose your friends but your family chooses you. i choose to be happy, to understand and be understood and to love. |
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