will this help?
bleeding tears and ink,
Regrets and confusion
as my heart sinks.
The chest pains
don't seem to go away
Doesn't matter--
Just wait one more day.
Don't ever make the same
mistakes twice.
is what i told myself then.
But i let it happen
All over again.
But i'm left with
the same damn question:
will this help me?
will all this allow me
to see, to realize
what thoughts lurk
Behind my own eyes?
to feel your arms
comfort and protect
to know you can relieve
my needs
while others become intimidated
watching my heart as
it bleeds.
cover my wounds
with your words.
hold my hand
take a fucking stand,
because it's what i want.
don't let these memories haunt
me tonight.
but i can't stop now
addictions fill the voids
the pain returns
you can see the
destruction. it burns.
whats my goal?
what am i trying
to achieve?
focus, find it.
Put in some action.
now, just believe.
in yourself, you'll
find all your answers. |
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