This purpose, this drive
All the desires
Which keep me alive
Touching what inspires
Burned by the word
Which never comes out
In order to be heard
Only to make you pout
And I have this happiness
Which truly keeps me content
Hiding these feelings
That I've learned to resent
Under all this, I am what you fear
But I am just a girl; harmless
Unable to understand
What my path will hold
Unable to hear and accept
The truth that is told
Flooding myself with emotion
My heart beats with anxiety
Wondering what conditions I've brought upon myself
I know there's something great for me
Something more important for me to be
Something that I'm unable to currently see
Like a child, I follow your footprints
Only to find they end in soil so young
I did't realize the life that had just begun
This personal war has not yet been won
Because I won't allow it mentally
A game I play, but I can never win
This game of fighting away your sin |
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