Puppy eyes that are so innocent
Not understanding everyone's intent
Weaping over the little things
Not knowing what tomorrow brings
Wiping away my tears
As they fall along with my fears
Resisting the urge to cry
Trying not to emotionally die
Questions race my mind like a fast paced track
No answers because everyone's turned their back
Those chicks don't know this part of me
Those guys don't see everything I see
So how dare they point and judge?
All this time, have they been holding a grudge?
Has there been a wall in front of my eyes?
Is there something I just dont realize?
I feel stupid, ashamed, and scared
For this news hit me so unprepared
I want my past
But time went fast
And I can't be who I used to be
Can't be the image how they SAW me
So I sit here, like a crazed ol' fool
Just wanted to feel accepted and cool
But I'll give this shit another try
Because I just can't seem to say goodbye. |
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