(written: -THURSDAY- 8/3/03)
a dizzy sickness overcomes and
fills my body
yet here i am once again
naked
revealing all i have
unlocking my heart, my soul
my feelings, my loves
crying my eyes out for you
i know i hurt you
but ill always love you
and that might hurt you
even more than before
but i cant change what i feel
i dont know exactly how i feel
but what i do know is
I MISS YOU
so of course, i love you
but i could never tell you that
im too selfish, too bitchy,
too full of pride
to let you know how i feel
i feel... you
i want... you
i need... you
but i realize
i dont deserve you
you are beyond my reach
beyond my mind
you shouldnt come back
only for me
there are others
you should see
who actually deserve you
dont waste time thinking
you arent good enough
because girls are only
intimidated by your very presence
you're just too perfect
and my own pride scared myself
away from you
i overreacted and by doing so
i hurt you
i couldnt say sorry enough
times to allow myself
to be forgiven because
you shouldnt forgive my
pride eating love |
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