Anger sweeps through
Cold and harsh
And I no longer can deny
The hatred I feel
I breathe it every day
From the second I awake
To the minute I try to sleep
It’s consuming me
You act as though
You know it all
From front the back
You think you know me
It’s all been lost
In this nightmare reality
All I once felt
Has turned to ash
I’m pleasantly numb
I think I’ve forgotten
How to feel anything else
But this rage quivering inside
You back me in a corner
And expect my begging
As you go in for the kill
You’re stripping me of my dignity
Your playing a game
With my mind
You think your going to win
And I’m not sure your wrong
I wonder if you know
I’d pain this room
Crimson with your blood
If had but half the chance
My eyes have faded
Innocence has flown
And I can’t help but think
I’ve lost it all
Of star lit dreams and proclaimed love
You took away from me
What I needed most
You took my dreams and tore them apart
I’m laying here
Am I dieing?
I cannot feel
For the agony that drowns
It’s all crumbling down
Liquid fire engulfs my soul
I hold on by my finger nails
To a dream in the darkened horizon
Shadows tilt forth
You are there
Your words bellow loudly
My ears bleed with pain
Scratching, clawing at empty air
Trying to destroy
That which would defile me
Until not even sweet death would be peace
I stare into a mirror
My twisted reflection stars back
My eyes have lost their warmth
A jaded darkness dwells there
Red light bathes my flesh
Mine or yours I do not know
All my prayers remain unanswered
This is the last time you’ll tear me down
My lips twist in a sneer
Of all my sacrifices
You are the worst one
I’ll make you pay
I’ve done everything
You’ve asked of me
And it’ll never be enough
I’ll take all the tears I cried
And shove them down your throat
I’ll make you eat my pain
And watch you choke and die
On their liquid fire
My heart drums in my chest
All around me
Blissful silence rings
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