After all is said and done, i realize i have no space in my phone book for your number.
i realize i dont have enough time in my day to remember every stupid thing about u.
i dont have enough feeling to care about whether or not this makes u angry.
i have no smiles for you.
i have no spit to waste for licking my lips after crying myself dry for you.
i thought i was head over heals, but fuck that it was more like head under feet. u had my mouth open and drooling long enough for me to taste defeat. all for nothing. in love with nothing.
cry me a river knowing i cant swim. play mind games u made up just so no one else can win. fuckin unfair. admit that u dont care
now and u didnt care then. even when
u knew i did.
u have no idea how good it feels for me to watch u cringe cuz u know who i'm talking to.
wink wink, nudge nudge.
chest out, chin strong dont budge or they'll know its you
who put me through some crazy shit... from arguments to facial hits...
and had thinking crazy shit and ... made me write this crazy shit.
obviously i'm bitter and i'm not over it, but u can g'head and hide it like everything else. cover it up with fake smiles and lip gloss. the look on your face says u are digesting my words, so i'ma get u some floss.. that way no one knows what u had for dinner.
and i might be losing u now, but i'ma walk outta this thing feeling like a winner.
liberated... free,
free from the smell of your hair. free from your hands on my face. free from your legs wrapped around mine. free from forgetting to breathe. free from having something that i felt needed to be said. free from blind feelings that should have been left for dead. free from this fuckin poem. give me 2 seconds to catch my breathe. i'll give u 2 seconds to raise your hand if u wanna defend yourself... no words? thats what i thought. 2 seconds are up, i'm thru. |
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