I was shot through the heart, my soul stabbed into oblivion. I could feel my skin turn white under his eyes. Trying to deal with that obsesion about me. Crying inside to hide the dammage. Wondering "why an I in the middle of his damn marrige?" Running from him, Running for my dreams, my futer, my life. I know one day I will see him again, Some how I know I'll never get rid of him. "Come home with me and we'll drive to the horizon" is what he told me once. One simple no, and a hundred times more, suicide was now on his mind. I wish he would, to end my fears, to calm me. Maybe them I wouldn't search the roads for that damn lumina, and when that happens, I'll be calm, I'll be free. |
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