I stood for what felt like forever calling your name
But of course, as I suspected, you never came
I stumbled to the ground with tears on my face
I began wishing I was anywhere but this terrible place
So many memories we shared, I still remember them all
I tried to stand up only to once again fall
But that was always the best thing about you my friend
When I called, you always came, and stayed with me til the end
So why was it different this time you may think
Cause I messed up this time, and did it before you could even blink
I loved you, you were my friend, but I hoped you would be more
But when I told you, you didn't understand and walked out the door
You left me there calling your name, begging you to come to me
But you never came back, and never will, as I now painfully see
I lay here now sobbing my eyes out for you
I don't understand what I did wrong and what I should do
But I had to tell you or I know I would have gone insane
I guess sometimes love can only cause more pain
I'll never understand why you left, nor will I understand why I still love you
I want you to know that, and wherever you are I hope you can love me too
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