|When did my life get so complicated beyond repair?|
When I took my first drug and threw away my life without care
Sure, other people tried to help me get my life right
But what if I don't want help, what if I don't want to fight?
I guess I shouldn't have taken that first taste
Maybe then I wouldn't have thrown away my life with such haste
Why did it have to be so easy, why did it feel so right?
I guess I'll never know the answer though I look with all my might
I bet the devil is laughing at me now, at how easy I was to play
If I only I had known that then, maybe things wouldn't be this way
It seemed so easy, I thought it would take away the pain
Now I know that nothing is that easy, and in every life falls a shower of rain
All my dreams, all my fantasies, have been taken away
Now all I live for is to pass the day
If only I had known, my life wouldn't be filled with such pain and shame
So I'll tell you from experience, life is precious, and should never be considered a game