I wanted to believe you loved me
and that we were going to be us forever.
But I couldn’t help but think you had other plans
Like breaking my heart and not saying why.
I tried to get over you I really did
But all I ever think about is you
And what we use to do.
You were always there
and you made me believe that I was special.
You use to say that I was beautiful
And looked like an angel from above.
But I guess that was all a lie
And to think I believed it to.
My sister said I was love struck
And that you were the one for me.
Obviously she was wrong
Because it isn’t you and me.
It’s you and her
And yes it hurts.
I see you and her everyday,
And you look so happy.
But what about me ,what about how I feel
I miss you so much and all I can do is cry.
You tell me you want us to be friends
And friends we are but sometimes I can’t handle what I see.
It drives me crazy to see you kiss her and tell her you love her so much.
But I guess god had a fate for me and that was to be unhappy.
I guess god didn’t love me at that point in time,
And wanted my life to be stuffed up.
Well I wish he hadn’t done it,
Because all I want to do is die.
Maybe that’s why he did it
Maybe he needs me more than earth does.
But no one will ever know except for me,
Because I cant take the hurt anymore.
And all I want is to fly ,
Fly and be free from the pain and sorrow.
I am sorry everyone
But it hurts me to much.
If you just knew what I was feeling
And how sad and unhappy I am.
You would realise that I need to be loved
But that isn’t going to happen to fast.
Because I cant let you go.
I tried really hard believe me I did,
But I cant get over the fact that it isn’t you and me anymore
And that it will never be us ever again.
So today I will fly away
And be gone forever.
Not that you will notice
Or care one little bit.
But I just wanted you to know I love you and
I always will……………………..
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