My friends do it
Should I do it?
Do I want to throw away my life?
The smoke it, sniff it
The Huff it And shoot it
They say is buries your pain and strife
Im influence
Im pressured
To be cool and try to fit in
Im teased
Im taunted
Im pursuaded to sicken my body and now it begins
I lie to my parents
I begin to steal
I shake on my bed I need some cocaine
I visit my dealer
I get my share
I sniff it and suppress my pain
Im peaceful now
But I begin to sweat
Doesn’t make me was it any less
Then I find mysef
Sad again and Cheated
In state of severe distress
I keep decieving
I keep buying
To get my high and stay cool
My parents know something Is up
My teachers notice too
My grades have dropped in school
I forget important things
I forgot how to get home
I stayed out until eleven not knowing anyone
I sat and thought about what I was doing
I began to cry
And my world came undone
The police drove up
A man steps out with a flashlight
The beams hurt my eyes
My mom and dad get out
They’ve been looking for me
They ask “ What’s with all the lies?”
I tell them the story
Of being popular
Or my wanting to fit in
I tell of the drugs
The stolen money
My recovery has just started to begin.
But I find myself trapped
Depressed again
Lonely and surely temptation arose
I have no money
I need to get high
One more time cant hurt I suppose
I have no credit with my dealer
He wont even give me an ounce
I know he has got spare
I sneak around the back
After our meeting
And I snagged a pair
I thought no one saw me
I guess I was wrong
Some one came at me from the back
I felt all dizzy
My temples throbbed
And then came another whack
I woke up
I was sitting
Everything was blur
Someone got up
They pulled my head back
When they realized I began to stir
I looked up at them with teary eyes
And I said
“I thought you were my friend”
He said
“All is fair in drugs and war”
And surely this was my end
My friend wouldn’t do this to me
This is a joke
Im sure
He wasmt
He cocked the gun and pull the trigger
And then I said no more.
*!- Adia -!* |
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