4-12-04
look closely and
you will find
the inner workings of
my warped mind.
killing the pain inside
by adding my own pain
when i control it
i'm ruler of the game.
you can't win because
i get the last say
the pressure builds
by the end of the day
erasing the hurts
caused time after time
just want to be empty
and numb inside.
my own private ritual
releasing the blood and sin
stuck in this trap
held prisoner within.
torturing myself
as a way to stay alive
spiraling downhill
at a never-ending dive.
trying to hang on,
while i have no hope
using self-injury
as my way to cope.
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