4-6-04
when will the pressure be enough,
how much more can she take?
can't carry all the burdens of the world
very soon she will break.
relieving the pressure,
cutting into her skin.
she's right where she ended,
and right where it will begin.
smiling to the world,
her soul is turning black,
taking to much in,
holding everyone's slack.
when will it be enough,
this girl can't manage anymore
saying goodbye to the world
as she locks the door-
protecting her heart
hiding behind mistrust
the girl gets tossed around
and thrown back to the dust.
locked in a cage
while the beast goes free
you will never know this girl
or see who she would be.
lying on the floor,
screaming and crying
in anguish, i make no sound
leaving behind the world
i will never be found.
her skin is stretched thinner
looks like she never eats
body caving in,
it's going to lose this feat.
voices yelling in all directions,
self-hate boils inside.
silver parts the skin
evil takes its stride.
pleading and praying for death to
Release her from this life
anything to end the years
of pain and tormented strife.
the voices in her head
as her only true friends,
left her alone and frightened
before she met her deadly end.
pushing away my own grief,
i come back out once more,
to hide my own pain and help others
just like i did before
to lead the life she never could
years of worry lined her face
haunting words take effect,
telling her she's a disgrace.
sitting there silently
while receiving a verbal bash
alone in the dark,
she makes another slash-
forget the turmoil, going empty
feelings of anger and rage
hurry, lock in the girl
lose the key to the cage.
trapped in the prison
of her own mind
never to see the sunlight
while getting left behind.
chaos ruling my life
as i take more struggle for my own
walking through this dark
and desparate world as one alone.
believing her self as dirty,
won't let anyone come close
in fears of rubbing off her evil,
haunts her essence like a ghost.
living risky, nothing to lose
falling faster, time passes by
let her live and let her learn
watch her suffer and watch her die.
cannot go back to the realm of the living,
one day soon she'll cross that line
leaving no trace
it's the end of her time.
life is full of empty words
broken promises, used up words.
life is never what you think,
like a ship, you'll one day sink.
you'll soon fall if you hold too much
i'm posion and deadly, do not touch.
your touch it hurts me
your voice penetrates deep within
when you see no strength within me,
you'll know you can win.
doubts and frustrations
cascade around my mind
dancing and weaving their way around
to every crevice they can find.
watching from a distance
it all seems surreal,
shutting down my emotions,
afraid to let myself feel.
living on the edge
as i wait my turn to fall.
preparing for the time
when death will make it's call.
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