I like the quiet feeling that I get when no ones home,
Thinking all by myself,independence, I like it when I'm alone.
Sitting in my dark house, and seclusion from the world around,
I hear nothing except for one sound.
Has it ever been so quiet that you can hear yourself think?
Almost so much that you can hear the sound of your own eyes blink?
I like this sense of being alone, its like I'm the only person left alive,
Some people would call it lonliness, I call it what I need to survive.
I need the sense of independence to keep me out of depression,
You would think it makes it worse, but it helps solve my aggression.
I cant take the bitching and yelling, it creates so much strife,
I just cant handle it, at times I try to end my life.
No one knows why I do this, they will never understand these things,
They need to let their grasp on me go, I need to spread my wings.
Spread my wings and fly away from this awful pain I'm in,
By staying here there is no way that I will ever win.
To win the prize of success, I'll never make it that far,
With all of these things holding me back, its like a safety bar.
It is afraid, and won't let go of me,
I am growing up, they just need to comprehend and see.
See that I need my freedom, and to be left by myself,
I'm not a kid anymore, I dont need your parental wealth.
Stop protecting me and shielding me from the world around,
I hate being like this, Security Bound. |
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