Meeting someone like you has only brought out the real me,
Although I have undoubtedly deceived you.
I would do anything to return back to where we were before,
But I know I am going to have to prove to you all I can be.
You loved me for the person you thought I was,
And I know I have broken you heart,
I made it worse by lying to you,
I was too stupid to tell you the truth from the start.
I fell in love with a great guy, knowing deep inside that things would never work,
Only because of the secret I was holding within.
Thinking of telling you brought tears to my eyes,
Filling my disheartened soul with all-mighty sin.
I don't expect you to just forget this ever happened, and move on,
Yet I don't want to be placed in you subconcious mind, never to be thought of again.
I want us to work this out, and see if we can put it past us,
I wish to be part of your present and future, and hope our hearts can mend.
Heart filling with a longing passion to be with you, and emptiness without you here,
Thinking of you non-stop, trying to hold back this flow of forceful tears.
Longing to talk to you tonight, just for a second to know that your still there,
I just can't bare to lose you, I could not possible live without your loving care.
If friendship is all our future holds, I will have to live knowing I let my true love slip by, But I guess it will be what I truly deserve in the end.
I know that you are the one for which I am meant to spent the rest of my life with,
I just hope that you see it as well, and to me, your heart, you'll lend.
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