I hate your body,
Seductively calling,
My senses to you,
All my attention is on you,
Then I break away and I’m free,
You can’t use your tricks anymore on me,
Music helps the pain,
Whenever my happiness begins to wane,
Sun above moon,
Tasting its doom,
I love you, I hate you,
I can’t choose,
Fuck your shit,
You make me feel sick,
Sun above moon,
Indulging in doom,
Bath in sin,
With the rest of your kin,
Lies and truths,
Stole my youth,
Paranoia works against me,
Evil in everything I see,
Everything is so wrong,
I feel like I’m apart of some idiotic throng,
I see your face,
Nothing can erase,
My feelings for you,
Because whatever I do,
I always come back to you,
Why am I so weak?
My strength always seeps,
Away from me when I see you,
And I don’t have a clue,
Why it happens every time I see you,
Sun above moon,
Tasting its doom,
I love you, I hate you,
I can’t choose,
Fuck your shit,
You make me feel sick,
Sun above moon,
Indulging in doom,
I try to be strong but it’s just an illusion,
Your love is what I long to consume,
Why do I even pretend not to want your attention?
When all I crave for is your affection,
Then your eyes turn to me,
All my emotions begins to seethe,
With attention undue,
Panic ensues,
Air becomes a fleeting dream,
Everything isn’t what it seems,
Reality spinning round and round,
My body rushing from the ground,
As I fly through the arid sea,
Of my lost sanity.
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