Crystal-clear running down my face
Dripping off my chin
Not even beginning to show the pain I feel
The tears are nothing
Not even worth enough to express the beginning
It's all below
Hidden away deep
Ready to flow
To burst at any second
No warning needed
No warning available
Just a sudden explosion
Of tears, and yells
I hit the floor
I'm paralyzed with emotion
To overwhelming for my own good
I'm unmovable
Nothing is sane about me
I'm a mess
I was a time bomb
I just exploded
And now there's no one here to help me
Everyone's gone home
I'm all alone
I can't deal with this
So I reach for my purse
I grab the pills
I swallow the whole bottle
And as I wait for my death
I wonder
Will I be remembered? |
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