I don't know whether to scream at you
Or to run up and give you a hug
I don't know whether to say I love you
Or to tell you all the reasons I'm mad at you
I don't know whether to forgive you
Or to tell you why I think you're a selfish asshole
I don't know whether to pretend everything's okay
Or to tell you it will never be the same
I don't know whether to let things go
Or to tell you that I despise you
I don't know whether to look at you
Or tell you when I see you I become ill
I don't know whether I should be so mean
Or tell you that I'm here for you
All in all you are my big brother
My apparent role model I can look up to
You're supposed to be there for me
You're supposed to protect me
But instead you put me in danger
You get me hurt
So what should I do?
Do I forgive you
Allow you back in my life
Or do I look at you
Straight in the eyes
And tell you to stay out of my life
Then without looking back
Flip you the bird
And scream out how much I can't stand you??
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